just the begining

i have come to a conclusion

that everyone gets what they want.

i rather not delude the world with all the illusions in my mind.

but i have grown so much as a person.

this past year was more than life changing

and i am happy for every moment of it.

iv had the worst to the best pains and im glad i got to experience it.

the only thing that heals everything is

TIME!!

time heals absolutely everything.

the secret to life is, want whatever you want, and you will receive it

THOUGHTS BECOME THINGS

so dont think of what you don't want because that is what you will get.

i love the life i live and i live the life i have.

people influence me in ways they don't know

i want to indulge myself in other peoples thoughts.

swim in their emotions

then come out like nothing ever happen.

give me everything i want

and ill give you everything you need.

to meet me is not to know me

to love me is easy

but not as easy to hate me.

will you love me?

i use to imagine myself being the man of your dreams,

but why should i make myself to someone's pleaser?

why not find someone that will do anything for me?

don't make someone your priority if your only their option!!!

HELLO THERE STRANGER

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be(possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.


Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from.


In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to when you open your heart.. . If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.


Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen.


Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.


Most importantly, if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live....

dont worry about tomorrow,
for tomorrow will bring its own worries
and todays trouble is enough for today

Life...

"life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside thoroughly used up, totally worn out and loudly proclaiming, WOW! WHAT A RIDE!"